Don’t use this blog any more…
Can’t be fucked.
Takes too long to sign out and such…got a ‘happier’ blog now :’)
I hope I can pick up the guts to kill myself.
I’m sick of this world…
I hate suffering, but I deserve it. I deserve everything I get.
This world.
I hate my face so much. I’m told I’m not bad looking, and even complimented quite highly…But I still despise my own face.
It doesn’t fit the voice in my head at all, this one that thinks..I look in mirrors and I’m like..oh. that’s me. I forgot.
I know you don't know me. But I'm here for you. I believe in you. You're stronger than you think you are. Seriously, I don't know your story and I don't know what life has been cruel and has dealt you, but I really am here. So many people say 'oh I understand' or 'oh it gets better just wait' I don't do that because I've been at the point where I said 'fuck it I give up' and I cant sit here and tell someone something I didn't believe at the time. But I can tell you I'm here if you ever need me.
Thank you, I like people like you, people that care…
I’ll be fine, I’ll live until I die, but that doesn’t stop me from wishing that day would come sooner…
Everything seems so strangely futile,
I wish for a world of peace, love and unconditional kindness, and I’m met with a world of greed, lust and violence…
People like you are what keeps me sane. ‘The ones who care’, The day a human ceases to care is the day a human is not human.
